Daddy

Daddy,
Please don’t crush me
I’m aching with my misery
I can’t stand feeling this guilty
Please, love me

Daddy,
I’ve begged enough, please
I’ve pleaded for months, just talk to me
I just need a family
I know you hate me

Daddy,
Christmas with your family
You tried so hard to ignore me
I knew then that I had lost you
I knew then that I had lost you

Daddy,
I told my friends that you were dead
It was easier than facing the truth
I’m not your daughter by blood
But I loved you
I’d have given anything for affection
Or just some attention
Daddy, please

 

I Am Not Your Toy

Despise me whilst the shoes are still fitting
You weren’t an average whore
Cut my skin, because baby I’m hurting
Every day, I die inside a little more

Fuck you, you fucking
Fucked me up, fuck up
Fuck
Fuck me, fuck you
Fuck anyone you like
Just tell the fucking truth
I am not your toy
I am not your fucking toy

My mind is not a play pen filled with flavour
Or a carousel in which to distract with chaos
I don’t know which dark side of myself to believe
You hurt me and mine, broke and played us

Fuck you, you fucking
Fucked me up, fuck up
Fuck
Fuck me, fuck you
Fuck anyone you like
You fucking man whore 
Fuck
I am not your toy
I am not your fucking toy

There’s a thousand crosses I need to burn
Fuck you Father, some guy in the sky who let me hurt
I am not your daughter, I’m a sinner not a saint
Fuck you and fuck this, I’ll take hell any day

Fuck you, you fucking
Fucked me up, fuck up
Fuck
Fuck me, fuck you
Fuck anyone you like
I am not your toy
I am not your fucking toy


I won’t be abused
For your own entertainment
It’s not my kind of playful
I’m just hateful

Bye bye butterfly
I have razor blades for wings
You’ll lose everything
Once I’ve finished

Blood red lips
Sure sign of death
I taste like sugar
But I’m nobody’s friend
Dead end

Fuck you my false friend
I’ll keep my head
I have nothing left to lose
Shatter sanity, I’ve been abused

I am not your toy
Not your fucking toy
I am not, not your toy
I am not your toy

Fuck you, you fucking
Fucked me up, fuck up
Fuck
Fuck me, fuck you
Fuck anyone you like
I am not your toy
I am not your fucking toy

Bones

This body, oh the ache
Every waking moment, these past winter days
Oh, how I beg her
The ghost in the mirror
She has nothing left to say
She just turns away

Bones
You tore my soul from my chest
Now I’ll forever be an angel of the dark
Bones
I’m just a girl and a lonely heart
Reckless, wandering, alone 
Like my broken, scattered, bones

Hush, I’m okay
I’ll forget these long hours, restless since my wake
And you’ll forget me the second I have left
For I am but the bitterness of which I have kept
I might have been so different if it weren’t for this

Bones
You tore my soul from my chest
Now I’ll forever be an angel of the dark
Bones
I’m just a girl with a broken heart
Reckless, wandering, alone
Like my broken, scattered, bones

Bones, bones, bones
I was meant to be someone
Bones, bones, bones
Tear my heart from my chest, pronounce me dead
I’ll forever be your angel in the dark
Bones
I’d say that I’m sorry, but you know that I’m not
This angel of death with a heavy heart
Reckless, wandering, alone
Alone

Alone
Alone
Alone
Scattered
Scattered
Bones

You broke my heart
You broke my heart
You broke my heart
You broke my heart

Dying

I’ve smoked too much
I’ve lost too much
Watch as your ghost fades
Our faces in the flames

I’m dying
With you in the fire
Flames rip through your eyes
I scream, but I’m silent

Midnight walking through the rain
How would you feel if I were dead
Dying, dying
Midnight walking through the rain
How would you feel if I were dead
Dying, dying

Oh, what have I done
It’s a Thursday
I am lonely
Carvings of a thousand angels burn through my arm

Midnight walking through the rain
How would you feel if I were dead
Dying, dying
Midnight walking through the rain
How would you feel if I were dead
Dying, dying

I’m dying
I am a liar
Fond of regret
I’m fucking breathing it

Midnight walking through the rain
How would you feel if I were dead
Dying, dying
Midnight walking through the rain
How would you feel if I were dead
Dying, dying

Just ‘Cause I’m Lonely, Doesn’t Mean I’m Holy

Just ‘cause I’m lonely, doesn’t mean I’m holy
Baby come and hold me
Kill me with your honey, be pretty with me
I’m your dolly doll doll in shades of violet
A swan of your masquerade, vile and violent

Just ‘cause I’m lonely
Doesn’t mean I’m a good girl
All pretty in Mummy’s pearls
My beautiful jet black heart
How stunning bad dreams are

Just ‘cause I’m lonely
Doesn’t mean I’m holy
I’m nearly twenty
I’m almost empty
H-h-hold me

You know that I’m not holy
I was always kinda flirty
Close to me or over fifty
Come be sweet to me

Just ‘cause I’m lonely
Doesn’t mean I’m holy
I’m nearly twenty
I’m almost empty
H-h-hold me